wishlist

wishlist

I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on the christmas tree
I wish I was the star that went on top
I wish I was the evidence
I wish I was the grounds for 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky
I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I wish I was as fortunate as fortunate as me
I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood
I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun
I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on
I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on
I wish I was the verb to trust and never let you down
I wish I was a radio song the one that you turned up
I wish I was ...


Zu viele Augenblicke der Hoffnung, vor allem einer bestimmten Hoffnung,
erfüllen mich mit absoluter Hoffnungslosigkeit, Traurigkeit und Wut.

Manchmal wäre es wohl besser, nicht zu hoffen.
Und deswegen aufhören zu hoffen? - unmöglich.
Niemals!