i wouldn't awake with hope...

i wouldn't awake with hope...

I wouldn’t awake with hope every morning


Unreturned love
By the one
By my ex
By the friends, just appearing to be friends
By all beings

Instead
Outrageous Violence
People looking away
Indifference
Incomprehension

How should I handle this?
What should I do?
How should I handle this?
What should I do?

I myself try to find a balance between the best for me and the best for the others

If I wouldn’t awake with hope every morning
I could also commit suicide
I would stop fighting

Where to find strength for this? Where is place for liberty, when we’re overwhelmed by restraints?
I’m searching for it in me, in my mind where place for liberty, love and hope is.
And in every moment I try to act considerated, so that I’m satisfied.

How should I handle this?
What should I do?
How should I handle this?
What should I do?

(Shouting):
Compromises indicate lack of creativity
Compromises indicate lack of creativity

How should I handle this?
What should I do?
How should I handle this?
What should I do?

(hushed)
Unreturned love
By the one
By my ex
By the friends, just appearing to be friends
By all beings

Instead
Outrageous Violence
People looking away
Indifference
Incomprehension