Time is dancing (2014).

Time is dancing (2014).

mein geburtstagsbild.

'I'm turning 20 today and it still feels surreal to me. I can't really believe that I have lived 20 years on this planet now. I have been struggeling with some fears lately. I am afraid of time, I assume. it's just that everything goes by so extremely fast and I just want to catch a few moments but they rush away like they were never really meant to be mine. and so I was wondering if I am doing the right thing now. last year I was hoping to get into art school and this year I am already studying design, which is still crazy and unreal somehow. though, I have been asking myself if I am doing the right thing, if that is the way I want to live my life. now I realized that this is why I am living. yes, I would even say I was born to create art. even if people might don't like what I'm doing, I want to make more art.
I want to grow as an artist, not just as an photographer but as an artist. try new things, experiment with pens or brushes or even photoshop. it's going to be great, I feel it.
and I am going to appreciate every single second this life offers me. do whatever I want to do, love whatever I want to love and shout whatever I want to shout.
I'm feeling good.